This country...

Do i hate anyone? nope, I don't actually, there is people i dislike obviously, but not hate.
I've being asked by family, friends and my super bestie back home why I want to be here. The answer is obvious, My lil and big love (D & A) it seems they might hold a better future here, back home everything is money, i guess i could always ask the parents for money, but that's not the point, i wanna prove everyone i can do it, and i know i can, hey after all i managed uni and got a degree out of it. Which is most than what loads of people can do. I know once i get my documents sorted everything will be ok. I hate it when people ask about this, this only involves my family and who ever i want to tell, not everyone. (I'm in a mood haha so don't take it seriously)

I do miss back home though, especially with everything that's goin on. I've always being very close to my family, and I just miss them. I do have some great people over here, the greatest are (A husband & D bebo) my friends from back in uni who still keep in touch at least twice a week to check on the 3 of us, and Norma, who is like my second mom. I got the husband's parents who are nice people, but I aint that close to them or anyone near my husband due to the fact that I've got nothing in common i guess, not bad people though. My husband is my bestest friend(knows about everything lol) ever n the lil cutie too who i love so freakin much!! My husband's friends are ok i guess, I've settled some stuff that some person said to them that i didn't like them but i faced them nd told them i didn't really know them back then n that they are ok, so now they ike me and i don't mind them.

I miss Liz, my super bestie lol, she's awesome, I can talk to her about anything. I miss those fashion chats lol, over here not a lot people know about fashion, and I don't really dress up due to the fact that some people can be close minded. Especially if i ask, '' do you think she's avant garde?'' or '' i think that's the best couture ever'' i receive looks like 'eh?' I don't really have a conversation with loads of people due to the fact that they haven't being to uni probably or don't know what I'm on about (being american and all lol) I mean i know a bit about everything in the world, even about the whole financial situation. Anyway, I guess all i can do is say ' Hi' and 'Bye' or just don't say anything at all, which might be best, so they don't take my 'hi's the wrong way hahahaha!!

Just to get it clear, I've got no beef with anyone what so ever. But if anyone does then just tell me in a civilized manner. If someone dislikes me is obvious they don't know me and they only judge me by my exterior, which is very confident. I guess who ever hates me is because they are only jealous of my family, confidence, and so on..... If yu don't know me you'll hate me.